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Heading up and out today to look at apartments!! Fingers crossed despite living at home my whole...

Wed, 22 May 2013 05:52:33 -0700

Heading up and out today to look at apartments!! Fingers crossed despite living at home my whole life I’m still somehow eligible to sign a lease since Jared’s away on business and can’t be there physically. Also fingers crossed they aren’t total dives……that would just be the pits. I’m much too neurotic and down right bat shit crazy to handle living in a scary apartment. I mean lets face it……It’s just better for everyone involved if the place meets my impossibly high unearned entitled standards…..

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Tue, 21 May 2013 10:00:55 -0700

Trying extremely hard to remember that the people who aren’t in your life anymore...

Mon, 20 May 2013 21:01:15 -0700

Trying extremely hard to remember that the people who aren’t in your life anymore are probably not/were never meant to be there in the first place. Especially if they willingly chose to walk out on you…..

I guess I just assumed at this age I would be able to suss out people who could care less about me from the get go and not waste my time. But apparently I still become way more attached to people than I even realized and they seem to always be the wrong people. That is mighty unfortunate….

So I got a new job.....

Sun, 19 May 2013 22:12:08 -0700

at a REALLY nice animal hospital with REALLY nice people. Like seriously they were so nice to me it was almost like the ‘woah whats wrong with you people?’ kind of nice…..like the creepy nice that you secretly love but don’t understand.

Not only are the hours better than what I am working now (meaning I’ll still be working full time but I’ll be working regular 8-5/9-6 hours and I wont be there from 7am to 7pm or 8pm several times a week like I am at my current hospital and I only have to works TWO Saturdays each month that I get paid overtime for)….I will be making five dollars an hour more than I am making now. I will receive incredible medical and dental benefits, receive a 50% ‘at the very minimum’ discounton every thing my future pet AND my families pets will ever need no seriously literally everything they need, I get paid vacations that increase in length with each year that I am there, paid sick days…..I will be getting paid to get my RVT license, they will pay for my uniform AND ONE OF THE BEST PARTS……I WONT BE KILLING MY BACK AND RISKING HERNIATING DISCS EVERY DAY FOR NO MONEY WHILE MY COWORKERS CALL ME NAMES AND TREAT ME LIKE TRASH!!!!

Wait there’s more!

It’s two hours away from the town I’ve lived in my entire life. Meaning I will be moving out of my parents house and in with my significant other of six and half years and paying for and dealing with real life shit. For the first time ever.

Which is incredible but also really scary because I am an only child and lets face it….my mother and step father have babied the shit out of me my entire life. I am extremely lucky to have them because while sometimes they drive me crazy they have taken care of me really well. And I even had no idea to what extent until I realized I have to move out/find an apartment/everything that comes along with moving/paying bills/taking care of yourself when you own nothing in under a week and I will be having to do most of the work alone because Jared is away on business for the foreseeable future. They have been nothing but overly supportive and are even buying us new necessities/trinkets to furnish and stock our new apartment with.

He and I have been working to get to this point for quite some time now and it is such a nice feeling to finally have obtained my goal of getting this position that would enable us to do so and still be doing work that makes me happy. The rest was an unexpected pot of gold.

I am nervous and will guaranteed have some breakdowns (not including the several I have already had) along the way but I am twenty two and it is time to fly the nest and really start my adult life. I just can’t see how any of it will be negative. I mean its seriously scary for me. I can’t handle change or the unexpected. I am extremely sheltered and have impossible life standards and real people scare me to death. My anxiety holds me back in so many ways and just conquering this huge life change alone is like my own personal Mt. Everest. Not to mention learning how to take care of myself and someone else. I can only grow more and learn more and become a stronger person with all of it and I am so happy I don’t have to do it alone. I just can’t say enough how happy I am that its finally happening.

I HAVE RUN OUT OF THINGS TO SAY BUT I JUST WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU GUYS CAUSE I AM SO EXCITED AND JUST WANT THESE TWO WEEKS TO BE DONE WITH SO I CAN GET IT ALL GOING!! THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO ME RAMBLE AGAIN.

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Mon, 06 May 2013 23:48:45 -0700

fffcuk: what doesn’t kill you fucks you up mentally and affects your ability to have stable...

Mon, 06 May 2013 22:30:36 -0700

fffcuk:

what doesn’t kill you fucks you up mentally and affects your ability to have stable relationships with other human beings

Ending Star Wars day with bomb ass chocolate chip cookies. Jared...

Sat, 04 May 2013 21:19:52 -0700

Ending Star Wars day with bomb ass chocolate chip cookies. Jared and I should open up a bakery. 🍪😋

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Sat, 04 May 2013 17:06:55 -0700

"I don’t want to die tomorrow knowing i could have had a peice of cake tonight."

Sat, 04 May 2013 17:04:16 -0700

“I don’t want to die tomorrow knowing i could have had a peice of cake tonight.”

- Gabriel Iglesias (via loserboypanda)

Happy Star Wars day everyone!!!

Sat, 04 May 2013 09:04:37 -0700

Happy Star Wars day everyone!!!

DON’T BLINK 😳

Fri, 03 May 2013 12:58:23 -0700

DON’T BLINK 😳

The guy at the 7-11 by my work just said to me…. ‘Your hair always looks dry and all...

Thu, 02 May 2013 17:47:23 -0700

The guy at the 7-11 by my work just said to me….

‘Your hair always looks dry and all day long I see many women with much prettier hair than you. Don’t you want to take care of your hair to attract men?’

…….every time I leave the house I regret it. Random asshole strangers on top of my shit head coworkers. I just can’t fucking take it anymore.

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Too many shocktops + too many cookies + too many creepy indie Netflix movies = Well….I...

Wed, 01 May 2013 23:22:42 -0700

Too many shocktops + too many cookies + too many creepy indie Netflix movies = Well….I don’t know what it equals but it doesn’t feel good.

superdoctorchwoodlock: joshifereverlark: youcantsaymyname: #J...

Wed, 01 May 2013 22:46:17 -0700

superdoctorchwoodlock:

joshifereverlark:

youcantsaymyname:

#John Barrowman #playing the Piano #In a Cyberman Mask

everyone go home

THIS IMPOROVED MY LIFE

#welcome to the fandom #you have just been upgraded